Kalyado mong kamay!

This is an Adobe manipulation of an unfinished painting I had. And below is a little prose I composed to go along with it.

Put your Blame Here!
(from the sick mind of a sick me)

I wiped my tears
So insubstantial I won’t be.
I scrunched my fist
So for scuffle I would be ready.
I gnawed my tongue
So not to scream.
I dosed off
So let me dream.
I wore a mask
So pretenses I could hide.
I shackled myself
So no more friends to confide.
I closed my eyes
So not to cringe.
I pissed on laws
So dogmas I can infringe.
I reflect on nothing
So to misery I won’t fall prey.
I knelt to call upon
So not to drift away.
I knocked back a lot
So memory won’t serve me right.
I wander in the day
So refuge I could find at night.
I consumed your bullshit
So desertion I won’t sense.
I licked my wounds
So the puss may intense.
I scorched your scripts
So your history I’ll have no hint.
I blurred your image
So in my mind no more print.
I popped a pill
So to tempt death.
I slammed the door
So not to plead.
I slit my wrist
So in hopes to be freed.
Inflicted pain
God, just let it bleed!